Tell me

But... how can you be happy?


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
Complete misery.

Disturbed and interrupted

I know I'm not right and I even know things are OK.
But in my mind, deep down in my heart, I can feel something's not quite fine.
I can see it, I can almost touch it, but you would never believe it.
I can't convince you, you see, I can't fight against your uncommon nonsense.
No I can't, no I can't.
And so I come and go, cling onto stupid trains of thought,
then I jump off, and get on them again.
I see no limit to this delirium, I see no way to stop.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
I had a really bad dream, it lasted 20 years, 7 months and 27 days, and I'm all alone and I never had no one, ever.

Look back in anger

Don't "kleenex" me you loser.

You've never been enough for me, not ever. And I'm here solely to have fun. Even though it isn't working very well.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
My mates all reckon you are suitable.

Tiempo

Mi tiempo con vos fue mi tiempo más triste
pero fue lo mejor de tu vida,
y es que las cosas entre nosotros siempre fueron así
lo que te hacía felíz, a mí me deprimía.

Te fuiste y dejaste un desastre acá
te fuiste y pensaste que te iba a esperar,
pero sin vos yo vi la luz
con vos se fueron mis problemas, allá lejos, hacia el sur.

Después de tanto tiempo
hoy nos volvemos a encontrar,
llenos de recuerdos, de rencores, de sabores,
de cosas que, si bien odio, nunca voy a poder olvidar.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
Let's make the same mistakes in a brand new place tonight, because it's Saturday night.

Inferior, you're inferior

Thought you wouldn't know, well this is me telling you.
There are lessons in life you cannot miss or live without
and baby it seems that you've forgotten about that part.
You lack the balance, lack the simplicity, lack the charm
that is almost compulsory for such an inferior mind.
There isn't even a trace of bravery inside your body,
nothing that can show me you're worth the pain or worth the time.
And I don't want to waste my life among unintelligent,
completely empty pieces of flesh, you see,
I aspire to something bigger than just entertainment.
So go on now, live by your rules and try not to fall for a shiny light,
for a fluorescent pseudo star.
Just be aware of the fact that you could have had the best,
and you blew it all away.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
Under another unforgiving street light.

Feedback

I'm using this space today to encourage everyone to leave a comment on the entries that you like. Doesn't matter what you write, just "I like this" or "that sucked", anything will do.
It would be nice to know who reads the blog, if somebody does read it.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
Just off the key of reason. 

Remember

Si por mis palabras van a recordarme, que bueno que digo todo lo que pienso, que expreso todo lo que siento, que de alguna manera u otra dejo una marca en la memoria de todos los que me conocieron o me conocerán.
Si por mis actos, en cambio, fuesen a recordarme, remítanse a gestos, a pequeños movimientos, a decisiones poco pensadas, a aquellos pocos momentos de guardia baja.
Si por mi pensamientos quieren mantenerme en vida entonces nunca olviden mis confidencias, mis indiscreciones, mis decadencias, mis instantes de delirio o de conciencia total. Nunca olviden que siempre pude ver, pensar más allá.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
I'm not OK.

Sociopath

You've always been a sociopath
you've always stabbed everyone in the back
but this time I'm not coming around

I ain't no stupid doll
and mistakes I've made once 
I can't make twice in a row.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
A man is a two-face. 

Fuiste

Fuiste mi mejor inspiración, la estrella más brillante

le diste a mi mente el sustento que tanto necesitaba,

pero no me puedo obligar a volver a amarte

no tengo la fuerza, me pesa la culpa de mentirte a la cara.

Y lo que más me duele es tu dulce inocencia

tus ojos grandes juzgando mis andanzas, mis indecencias

no soy capaz de engañarte un rato más por el bien de mis versos

hoy te tengo que abandonar, buscar a alguien más, empezar de cero.

Mademoiselle Juliettè,

Here we go again, I kinda...

WA

I happen to think that there's a film director to suit every type of personality out there. Somebody that can understand, capture and depict the nature of humanity just like we feel it.

I found out that mine was Woody Allen at the age of twelve. It started off like everything I end up loving: I hated him. I didn't understand why it moved every bit of me, I didn't like the feeling of being dragged through the longest and deepest trains of thought, I was reluctant to it at first.

Then I grew up and into his films. And that was when my mind opened to a whole new world of greatness at such an amazing level. 

The way he thinks, the way he writes, the way his soul and pure essence come through his movies and into people's minds is unbelievable. 

Mademoiselle Juliettè,

And held a purse of a different kind.

Honky

The woman's her own saxophone, what else can one ask for?


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
With love, in envy.

Shivers down our spines

Oh! Dear friend! Am I going to fast? May I be rushing into silly conclusions assuming that he feels the same way I think I do? 
I am falling in love and I fear this is irrevocable, there's no turning back on the kind of spells that man casted upon me. What should I do? Should I try to hide this and just wait? Wait for what, anyway?
All I have to live for is hope. I only breathe because I'm holding on to the memories of him and I together, his kisses, his touch and the way that he whispered beautiful verses in my ear.
With every day that goes by his image fades more and more and it will soon disappear. 


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
Catch me, catch me, I'm falling... I'm falling in love with you.

Another chance

I stumble and I fall, the same rock from years ago.
It seems I haven't learnt a thing,
it seems I'm still that stupid girl I used to be.

But it's wrong and I have changed
this is a new me, tables have been turned
I got to make the most of this,
my second chance with you.


Mademoiselle Juliettè,
I can't follow that same line of work no, not today.

It don't mean a thing

"When saxes flare up, how can I keep my hair up?

Hit me with a hot note and watch me bounce"

It's Swing and it's a passion, it means living in another color and breathing the air of gayness and joy. I just want to have fun and get a man to sway me around.

This is about living with no worries and dancing our way to the top, I can turn into what I want with my dancing shoes on, just play the right tune and I will razzle-dazzle you.

Grab your partners, I've come to crash this party.

Mademoiselle Juliettè,

I'll always think of you that way.